Thursday, October 13, 2016

Would you not like that Allah should forgive you?

Terasa dunia kembali bersuara
Terangkat hilang akan segala beban di bahu
Pedih mencengkam hati dirasai manis
Apabila engkau, mendepang dada
Menerimaku kembali
Seolah tiada apa yang berlaku di hari semalam.

Lantas hati ini bersyukur atas nikmat Tuhan
Memanjangkan jodoh pertemuan, kerana
Perjalanan ini masih jauh
Dan masanya kian suntuk untuk kita saling bertelagah.

 “. . . and let them pardon and overlook. Would you not like that Allah should forgive you? And Allah is Forgiving and Merciful.” [Quran 24:22]
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Friday, December 12, 2014

Al-Fatihah Buat Ayah, 061214

Bagaimana mahu aku gambarkan anugerah itu.

Terkedu. Insaf.


Ketika dia perlu memilih wanita, harta, dan dunia.. dia pilih Allah. Dia percaya dan yakin, taqwa satu satunya jalan yang bahagia-abadi.

Lalu digoncangkan dia dengan ujian; dihilangkan isteri tercinta. Cerita tidak lagi seperti semalam tanpa hawa yang melengkapkan.

Namun mujahid tetap berpegang pada Tuhannya. Menggantungkan sepenuhnya pengharapan pada Allah. Percaya bahawa semuanya pinjaman yang bersifat sementara, tidak kekal.

Hilang berganti.

Ujian tidak pernah putus; hanya untuk mengangkat martabatnya sebagai hamba. Kuncinya taqwa. Dijemputnya anak yang dikasihi untuk berada di pintu syurga. Hilang buat kesekian kalinya. Dirinduinya setiap malam sebagai teman tidur, ditangisi bila bayangan itu hadir. 

"Allah, aku sudah tiada apa apa, semuanya milik Engkau, aku hanya ada Kau yang sentiasa ada; wujjud".

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Tuesday, October 14, 2014

Sunday, August 31, 2014


Aku telah merelakan sepenuhnya,
memberi pelepasan semutlaknya,
membiarkan seluruhnya menjadi satu daerah kosong.

tiap detik waktunya, hati ini terlintas
tiap detik waktunya, hati ini menyebut
tiap detik waktunya, hati ini mencari
dan tiap detik waktunya, hati ini tidak pernah berhenti  untuk memohon.

Kerana sejauh mana kita dijarakkan oleh kedukaan dan kekecewaan,
aku masih sedar akan ketidakmahuan dan ketidakperluan sedikitpun pada diri ini.
Sebaliknya pada setiap jatuh dan bangunnya,
akulah yang paling berkehendakkan,
akulah yang paling memerlukan.

Maka dengan itu,
walau bisikan menyata tentang ketidaklayakan aku diterima kembali,
aku masih mahu percaya tentang kasihMu yang tiada bandingnya,
aku masih mahu percaya tentang cintaMu yang tiada henti.

Untuk halaman baru yang bersisa ini,
aku mengharap Engkau masih sudi memandangku,
aku mengharap Engkau masih sudi memelukku,
aku mengharap Engkau sudi memimpinku,
seperti sebelumnya.

hati ini sudah lama merindui Kamu.

NM. Amalina
Ogos '14
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Saturday, July 19, 2014

Ramadhan 21-- make plans, but understand that we live by Allah's grace.

kita mahukan sesuatu seperti apa yang kita mahu,
kita berkehendakan sesuatu seperti apa yang kita hendak.

maka datanglah kemahuan dan kehendak yang sama sekali bukan cara kita.

kita mengeluh.
kita merungut.
kita menolak kerana apa yang kita peroleh tidak sama seperti yang dimahu dan dihendak.


maafkan kami, tuhan.
janganlah engkau mengirakan kami salah jika kami lupa atau tersalah.
janganlah engkau pikulkan kepada kami apa yang kami tidak terdaya memikulnya.


percaya pada taqdir.

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Saturday, May 10, 2014

A Hero

It's struggle to become the man that you want to be.
It's harder than you want.
It's longer than you want.
And it takes more out of you than you expect that it should.

Good luck, heroes.
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Tuesday, April 22, 2014

The Perks of Being a Girlfriend

If I always do what I've always done,
then I will always get what I always got.

And while what I got had its perks,
I am looking for something different now.
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Tuesday, April 8, 2014

Mas, Wawa, & Memey

Date : March 7th & 8th, 2014
Location : Langkawi, Kedah
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PS (iii)

People may see it is an easy task because what you have to do is giving talk. Oh yes, giving talk may easy with a slide and information like your previous university life. What a major different is the audience.

The audience is totally a bunch of strangers that you have never met and you have never talk to. The challenge is you have to confide in them - which telling them how good your product is.

July 17th, 2013 | SMK Bedong | 7.45am

It was my first school I had to give a talk after school assembly.

"The brave man is not he who does not feel afraid, but he who conquers that fear." -Nelson Mandela

I finished my talk just about 10 minutes and I even didnt manage to take any picture there. Hoho that was my first day, man. Take it slow, :)

July 23rd 2013 | SMK Sg Layar | 12.30pm

The day before this second talk, I changed my slide a lot. I even wanted to put a video there (like Miss Chitra presentation hehe) but boss didn't allowed to.

But there was the unforgettable presentation ever - because I turned them into motivation talk lulz. *blushed-for-a-month*

Look, there were a lot of teacher amalina, they already know how to keep them up.
Oh yes? How'd you know? How'd you so sure?

July 29th, 2013 | SMK Darul Aman | 7:30am

God, I had to be there at 0730. That means I have to head up after Subuh.

That's life amalina - it needs you to be F1 driver sometimes.
Ok, challenge accepted.

July 30th, 2013 | SMK Syed Mohamed Al-Bukhary | 12.50pm

So I have learnt that when it comes to help people, I am very keen on that. I am very passionate to help students to achieve better grades in exam. That was my pure intention - which keep me going.

The experience of personally meeting the principals of each school and briefing secondary school students has in a way increased my self confidence and made me aware of my self potential. I learned how to convince people with the product that I had to offer.

Most importantly, I need to firmly believe that my company’s products could help the students to excel and to be of assistance for the school’s administrations.

July 31st, 2013 | SMK Che Tom | 7.00am

Okay, this was challenged talk ever because there were no slide, no images, no internet, no any multimedia elements at all to show them how the system works. What you only have just a piece of flyers to confide them.

As all passed, I think I did very well because at the night before it turned to August most of students had subscribed to the system. Oh, what a victory. :)

Even though at times I get so exhausted and tired due to my traveling from one school to another every day, I like what I am doing which is helping the students obtain better results in their academic achievements using a sophisticated and quite affordable system.

And not to forget, when there were no appointments, I went out for movie sometimes with her - the best partner to laugh with.

August 04th, 2013 | SMK Tunku Ismail | 11am

I got 3 slots there which 1100-1130, 1130-1200, and 1200-1230. This was my first talk companied by dato. He was there for many times actually as result collecting, product supplying, principal meeting, etc but this case was the first - giving talk together.

I think the best scene when I came up with dato was everyone called me Puan. Teachers treated me like their age and somehow I felt like I was someone's wife. Hehe :)


Being involved in marketing teaches me to work hard, be patient and optimistic. I realize that in order to become a successful businesswoman one day, I need to equip myself first with tacit and explicit knowledge. The learning process never ends. Frankly speaking, I want to keep on learning something new and the knowledge which I acquire will I use to the maximum in my future business endeavors.

End of PS chapters.

Take care,
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